maybe i'm amazed
Slits of my problems were stitched up. It was a priceless moment when everyone was a child drawing a playful atmosphere. It was a memorable experience that I would include in my short list of the finest. I had mentioned about my frustrations and disappointments well, I’ve flushed it out of my system. We had our retreat and it was an undeniably a memorable one. It was intentionally to recover and to restore our relationship with our colleagues. Well, we had our own differences and we normally come across a handful of difficult situations but we’ve managed to patch it up.
I entered college having a number of friends. Let’s just say, sometimes people tend to choose a dire path appealing their bitter nature. I’ve lost a friend three years ago. The relationship naturally died. She was in her troubling situation and I’ve been an ass not to pull her out of it. Instead, we stood far from her and breathe her bitterness with hatred and anger.
We’ve been her friends for just 5 five weeks I think, but everything was just so nice that it felt like those 5 weeks has been 5 years of fun, silliness and laughter. We stopped talking. We kept on ignoring though we had all our classes under one section. But last night drained down all the hesitations, bitterness and guilt. It was just two strong words and a hug that gave optimism to our once rotten friendship. It’s not too late to catch up and start over. She has been my friend and it shall hang about for years more.
One of my college friends had a little bumpy situation in the past couple of months. I met him just in college and learned that we both came from Lasalle GreenHills. Maybe it was a thing that made us a little closer and we both ride along our immaturity and silliness. In Architecture, prioritizing is a huge deal in working with plate requirements and above all when you’re working with friends. It’s hard to work in groups when your head is troubling at something else. Personal struggles are inclined to test our strength in handling ourselves with others. Sometimes we just hang loose ignoring our dangling problem as we are unconsciously risking the unnecessary over our priorities.
My friend has sunk in his tangled worries unintentionally jeopardizing his group and his friends. Everything was just awfully stirring, his girlfriend, his family, and then his friends. Emptiness wrapped him up with doubts, hesitations and confusion. He distanced himself from us giving him ample of time to think. I never took side, both are my friends but it seemed like he needs my company more. I’ve been patiently listening and discovered a lot more of his sincerity and seriousness when it comes to sensitive matters. He’s real, he receives every criticism with humility and understanding.
Last night has filled the gaps with closure. It was a simple instruction: say something positive to the person in front of you. The simplicity of the activity turned out to be a humbling conclusion to every slit of our concealed problems. I realized how complex that simple instruction could be. I realized how hard it is to sincerely say something positive to someone for 15 seconds. You ran out of words as you recall your highschool vocabulary intending to say something nice to the person before you. I frequently said “thank you” as if it was considered an adjective now.
When it was time for me to listen, I realized how weak I was with my emotions. I can write paragraphs expressing my emotions but I can’t handle it in person. I cried. I shed tears. I am emotionally frail. After hearing those kind words from two friends I stopped. I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t continue. I couldn’t handle the emotional tension it pushes on me. I couldn’t hear more. I was literally stepping back. My friends have been there since I entered college, it hasn’t been a perfect ride since then but we still have our breaks together. I really can’t explain why. I was just crying.
I was amazed when the persons who are not really that close to me are apparently appreciating my presence. These persons sincerely said the nicest things and I’ve realized how influential I was in playing my role. I never expected such persons to remember the simplest things that I had shared with them. You guys are amazing.
The retreat was a humbling realization intended for companionship. It was a good experience. Such rare moments when everyone had loosen up. Last night has been a surge of growth for me particularly in my emotional life and purpose. The idea was aimed to recreate our approach in friendship. I learned pretty much as I do every constructive activity. I’ve been appreciated as a friend to the most unexpected and I’ll carry on and remain as humble. Thank you so much, you’ve all helped me alleviate my character.
I entered college having a number of friends. Let’s just say, sometimes people tend to choose a dire path appealing their bitter nature. I’ve lost a friend three years ago. The relationship naturally died. She was in her troubling situation and I’ve been an ass not to pull her out of it. Instead, we stood far from her and breathe her bitterness with hatred and anger.
We’ve been her friends for just 5 five weeks I think, but everything was just so nice that it felt like those 5 weeks has been 5 years of fun, silliness and laughter. We stopped talking. We kept on ignoring though we had all our classes under one section. But last night drained down all the hesitations, bitterness and guilt. It was just two strong words and a hug that gave optimism to our once rotten friendship. It’s not too late to catch up and start over. She has been my friend and it shall hang about for years more.
One of my college friends had a little bumpy situation in the past couple of months. I met him just in college and learned that we both came from Lasalle GreenHills. Maybe it was a thing that made us a little closer and we both ride along our immaturity and silliness. In Architecture, prioritizing is a huge deal in working with plate requirements and above all when you’re working with friends. It’s hard to work in groups when your head is troubling at something else. Personal struggles are inclined to test our strength in handling ourselves with others. Sometimes we just hang loose ignoring our dangling problem as we are unconsciously risking the unnecessary over our priorities.
My friend has sunk in his tangled worries unintentionally jeopardizing his group and his friends. Everything was just awfully stirring, his girlfriend, his family, and then his friends. Emptiness wrapped him up with doubts, hesitations and confusion. He distanced himself from us giving him ample of time to think. I never took side, both are my friends but it seemed like he needs my company more. I’ve been patiently listening and discovered a lot more of his sincerity and seriousness when it comes to sensitive matters. He’s real, he receives every criticism with humility and understanding.
Last night has filled the gaps with closure. It was a simple instruction: say something positive to the person in front of you. The simplicity of the activity turned out to be a humbling conclusion to every slit of our concealed problems. I realized how complex that simple instruction could be. I realized how hard it is to sincerely say something positive to someone for 15 seconds. You ran out of words as you recall your highschool vocabulary intending to say something nice to the person before you. I frequently said “thank you” as if it was considered an adjective now.
When it was time for me to listen, I realized how weak I was with my emotions. I can write paragraphs expressing my emotions but I can’t handle it in person. I cried. I shed tears. I am emotionally frail. After hearing those kind words from two friends I stopped. I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t continue. I couldn’t handle the emotional tension it pushes on me. I couldn’t hear more. I was literally stepping back. My friends have been there since I entered college, it hasn’t been a perfect ride since then but we still have our breaks together. I really can’t explain why. I was just crying.
I was amazed when the persons who are not really that close to me are apparently appreciating my presence. These persons sincerely said the nicest things and I’ve realized how influential I was in playing my role. I never expected such persons to remember the simplest things that I had shared with them. You guys are amazing.
The retreat was a humbling realization intended for companionship. It was a good experience. Such rare moments when everyone had loosen up. Last night has been a surge of growth for me particularly in my emotional life and purpose. The idea was aimed to recreate our approach in friendship. I learned pretty much as I do every constructive activity. I’ve been appreciated as a friend to the most unexpected and I’ll carry on and remain as humble. Thank you so much, you’ve all helped me alleviate my character.
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POSTED BY magikero AT 4:49 PM
Try listening to Radiohead’s OK computer. It’s simply enigmatic. Substantial petty words are stuffed throughout some songs but it’s electrifying concept and ideas struck me inevitably. Irony perfectly kicks in songs playing with different themed sections. The record laid excitement in cycling tempos menacing unpredictability and their music has no injected pretensions. This record is just the finest for me.
We love this dog so bad and she’s like the spoiled one (next to me I guess) in the family. We gave her clothing, food, shelter and how could we ever resist her naïve sheep-ish look? She’s very much pampered with praises, compliments, admirations and affections. And why would she consider running away from us. Wouldn’t she? It has been a day now since we last saw her. Optimism is what we need. For now I’ll keep on looking at our window, eat, live and await her return.